wooo...school's out. I'm working...yay? Bah, all I do is swim and work on re-fixing my room. I got my new comp and desk set up ^_^ I"m getting ready to mount the flatscreen, and I get my new comforter next week. These past few weeks have been so surreal and kind of dream-like ish. I don't know how to explain it, but it still hasn't hit me that high school is over yet.
I'm definitely going to take summer courses at IUPUI next year so I won't be bored. I'm one of those people that enjoys going to school if I'm actually learning something, kinda like summer gov. last year. I spent the day babysitting bratty 10 year olds. It took a lot fpr me not to punch them in their little smart-mouths. I know i was bad at like 12, but I still feared older kids. Geeze...i think they just need to be abused a little bit ;) I mean...disciplined =)Off to bed so I can hit the gym in the AM ^_^
Sunday, April 25, 2004
I really like this song.....I"ve been screaming it in my car for the past 3 days, weeeeeee!!!!!!
Every time we lie awake
After every hit we take
Every feeling that I get
But I haven’t missed you yet
Every roommate kept awake
By every sigh and scream we make
All the feelings that I get
But I still don’t miss you yet
Only when I stop to think about it
I hate everything about you
Why do I love you
I hate everything about you
Why do I love you
Every time we lie awake
After every hit we take
Every feeling that I get
But I haven’t missed you yet
Only when I stop to think about it
I hate everything about you
Why do I love you
I hate everything about you
Why do I love you
Only when I stop to think
About you, I know
Only when you stop to think
About me, do you know
I hate everything about you
Why do I love you
You hate everything about me
Why do you love me
I hate
You hate
I hate
You love me
I hate everything about you
Why do I love you
Yay for mulching and feeling like a fucking farmer. Oh well, at least I got paid. I don't feel well. I don't want to go to practice this week. I don't want to have the court case tomorrow. I have a feeling Jake will majorly fuck it up. I'm playing the victim, yay for me. I have insomnia. I went dowtown today. I befriended a Bulgarian woman at Nordstrom. I almost bought a bunny today. Dustin might buy me one for my b-day. I saw Kill Bill 2 again last night b/c dustin wanted to. My parents paid me to go get dinner for them. I'm feeling rambly. I want to sleep. I want to scream. I don't know why, I just do. Blahhhh! School is getting tedious, I don't want to go. I hope Liz found a seal for me...or at least a flag from Canadia-land. While walking through the mall today this black man was singing as he was walking behind me. It was a bit weird, but ihe sounded really good. I t was odd.
Wednesday, April 14, 2004
Roll Rll Roll in zee hay!!!!!!
Sunday, April 11, 2004
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I adopted a cute lil' kitty fetus
from Fetusmart! Hooray fetus!
Tuesday, April 06, 2004
I was up all last night crying. I don't know why. I think maybe my pill has been depressed. The thing is, no one notices. Just because I don't text people and make them feel bad like Karla does doesn't mean I'm not feeling the same oway. Oh well...so I stayed home today because I feel like crap. Now i feel horrible for missing class because i'm going to have to make up all of my homework. I don't see a point in much anymore. I know trhat feeling like this will pass, it always does. But, for right now, feeling sorry for myself and crying are about all i can do. I hate being like this. I never get anything done when I'm like this. I got 3 hours of sleep on Sunday night, all I wanted to do last night was sleep. But I couldn't calm down long enough to stop crying and go to sleep. After 3 hours of crying I think I finally went to sleep. It's just frustrating. It's so hard for me to care about anything right now. But there are worse things.
Sunday, April 04, 2004

You are a GRAMMAR GOD!
If your mission in life is not already to
preserve the English tongue, it should be.
Congratulations and thank you!
How grammatically sound are you?
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Friday, April 02, 2004
Today was really awful.
I got out of bed because I had to throw up. I'm really sick. I mean REALLY sick.
I feel good because today I getting my lip pierced! Finally! Mom said I could and she's signed the forms and EVERYTHING!
I'm so stoned.
Last night I had to shave my entire body. Apparently, the lice that I caught from Amanda's friend are really hard to get rid of. I look quite strange with no hair and eyebrows. I'd post pictures, but my webcam is broken.
I am updating this journal for the first time in ages, because I've been in prison.
Today, I got a digital camera! Yes! Here's ten thousand photographs of my cat.
You should all do this quiz! It's amazingly accurate. You just put in your name and birthday, and it will tell you what job you'll do when you grow up.
That's enough for now. But I'll leave you with my favourite Buffy fan-fiction piece I wrote last year when I was in hospital.
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Friday, January 30, 2004
Blah....my mom was supposed to make me a dr.'s appt. for tonight so I can get my back x-rayed again. She didn't...and that's why I turned down ice skating. Blah!!!! this suxors. My mom's always in denial that something is wrong. bleeeeee
Tuesday, January 27, 2004



